What’s been goin’ on.

Well, dare 2 share was last weekend. It was pretty fun…. The drama was… potent. It was about this girl and she was trapped in a room with these two demons who kept on telling her lies about how she’s ugly and worthless and unloved. Needless to say, it hit home. I cried my eyes out…. Well anyway, this girl was so scared of the thing that was knocking on her door. It kept on telling her things like “Your name isn’t Lauroo”. Her friend keeps on calling her and inviting her to come to his youth group with him. He is her relief from the demons that are constantly pestering her… In the end you find out that her name “Lauroo” meant unloved and that God was the one knocking on the door telling her that she was loved. After the demons tell her to kill herslef and they do all this nasty persuading she finally breaks and cries out to God… The closet door opens and Derwin Gray dressed as Jesus walks out. The “moral of the story” Is that our non-believing friends are locked in rooms like the girl and we are the friend calling and giving them relief from all the battery. I came away with a different message…. I came away with a very vivid memory of my own time locked in the not-so-spiritual realm…. and truly free from the very bad week I’d been having..

About the bad week. Lets just say I broke down on my mom sobbing about how I was scaring myself because I kept on thinking I was fat… and How I felt like such a problem child because I was having such issues with it…. The drama was kind of a “be gone” moment when God came into my heart and forced every reamnant of Anorexia out of my life…. and kind of gave me assurance that I don’t have to be scared of the boogie monsters in my past because God had already defeated them.

That’s what’s been going on lately.

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One Response to What’s been goin’ on.

  1. flippedinsideout says:

    “God is bigger than the boogie man, He’s bigger than Godzilla and the monsters on TV. God is bigger than the boogie man and He’s watching out for you and me.”

    I am sorry your pre-D2S week was so bad, but I am always excited to see how faithful God is! He always comes through.

    I love you!

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