I’m so confused! I’m remembering punching a fat guy… but I would never do that! but I think I did…. But I don’t think I would do that! But I distinctly remember the feel of the fat guy on my fist…. but I am not the type to randomly punch fat guys!!! maybe he wasn’t random? maybe I knew the fat guy! AKKKKK!!!!! why would I punch a fat guy? It’s not like fat guys piss me off more then skinny guys! I’m so confused! If I punched a fat guy, then I should probably find him and apologize… but I don’t think I punched him… but if I did, and it’s some guy that I know, maybe he’s been holding a grudge against me and I’ve been missing it! maybe he thinks I’m satan’s mistress because I punched him, but I didn’t really punch him and I’m not satan’s mistress! What if he’s been telling people that I hate fat guys! What if he’s not really fat, he’s just chubby and that’s why I can’t find out who he is right off the top of my head because he’s not fat! What if I didn’t actually punch a fat guy! AAAAAAKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!! Now I can’t do anything! I can’t go to bed because I’m so confused! I’ll just keep thinking about the fat guy I did or didn’t punch! What if it was one of my detasseling buddies from last year! What if he tells the bus assistant that I’m a racist against fat people and I get fired! what if fat people all over are now Grace-haters because I punched a fat guy and didn’t even remember it fully! AAAKKK!!!!!

HOLY COW!!!!!! what if I punched a fat guy!!!!!! I’m laughing and crying at the same time! I’m so confused I can’t even get my emotions straight!!!! I feel terrible for punching a fat guy, but it’s so funny!!!! cuz I punched a fat guy! And I liked it! AAAAAAKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!what if it’s all a bad dream?!?!?! AAAAKKKK

I’m so confuzzled…. I’m gonna try to go to bed now…. maybe….

Confuzzed Grace

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2 Responses to confuzzled

  1. bekahcubed says:

    I think I’m confused too. Did you, or did you not, punch a fat guy?

    Either way, I think sleep is a good idea–considering that you needed to be up by 4:30 this morning!

  2. flippedinsideout says:

    Oh Gracie…. This post made me laugh.
    I don’t even know what to say, really. But I don’t think you should let it bother you. =) People who hold grudges are only bringing harm on themselves.
    I heard once that walking in unforgiveness is like drinking poison hoping the other person will die. hehe. it’s so true.
    So don’t it get to you. If you a punched a fat guy, it’s over and done with. If you figure out who it is, you should prolly apologize, but don’t lose sleep over it. Especially if you’re wanting to go out to the field every day this week!! :)

    Love you!

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